Our Collective Unconscious Conviction (and why it is not true)
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What if we’re all wrong? Deep within each of us lies an unconscious conviction—a belief so powerful that it unconsciously fuels much of the chaos and suffering we experience in the world. It’s a conviction tied to the very core of our existence, shaping how we live, feel, and create as human beings. In this episode, I open up about a recurring nightmare I’ve had since I was 8 years old, one that only began to fade when I started to wake up to a deeper truth.
Key Themes:
• The illusion of being separated from the Origin, causing unconscious guilt and suffering
• Awakening to the truth that we are never truly separated from unity and wholeness
• Embracing the journey of self-realization and creating from within to experience both individuality and unity simultaneously
00:00:03 – Introduction & Childhood Nightmare
The speaker shares an early experience of recurring nightmares and sleepwalking during childhood. This sets the tone for exploring unresolved unconscious fears and anxieties, specifically feelings of being lost, isolated, and overwhelmed by irreparable guilt.
00:00:54 – Nightmare Recurrence & Emotional Impact
The nightmare, though less frequent, persists into adulthood especially during periods of illness or stress. The speaker describes deep anxiety, panic, and the visceral emotional state linked to this trauma, emphasizing its enduring psychological impact.
00:01:42 – Description of the Nightmare’s Content
The nightmare is described not as a storyline but as a profound, overpowering feeling of irreversible fault and eternal isolation. This section reveals the core emotional experience: “It was my fault, it was irreversible,” capturing the essence of unconscious guilt and alienation.
00:02:40 – The Overwhelming Feeling Explored
Reinforces how intense and paralyzing the feeling of guilt and separation was, explaining it as the root cause of personal suffering. This segment highlights the significance of understanding unconscious convictions.
00:03:28 – Discovery of the Nightmare’s Meaning
The speaker connects the nightmare to a deeper unconscious conviction shared collectively by humanity – the belief of having separated from an original source or unity. This conviction is identified as the underlying cause of suffering and emotional turmoil.
00:04:15 – The Conviction of Separation from Origin
This portion explains the unconscious belief that we have willfully separated from a state of eternal bliss, love, and unity. It introduces the idea that humans feel trapped in “hell” due to a guilty separation, though this belief is ultimately false.
00:05:03 – Collective Unconscious Guilt & Its Effects
The speaker expands the concept to a collective level, describing how this unconscious guilt manifests through sadness, anger, fear, and loneliness worldwide. This collective guilt is shown as a driving force behind global disharmony and individual suffering.
00:05:48 – Truth of Unity & Returning Home
Challenges the conviction of separation by explaining that true separation from origin is impossible. The speaker touches on the paradox of desiring to experience individuality and unity simultaneously, encouraging a holistic view of self and existence.
00:06:32 – Living From Within & Creating Heaven on Earth
Here, the text shifts to a positive call to action: living authentically from one’s essence and creating reality “from the inside out.” The idea is to transform the present experience into a form of heaven through conscious living and resonance with one’s deepest being.
00:07:22 – Reference to Laozi’s Tao Te Ching
Introduces ancient wisdom as an inspirational foundation for understanding the subtle balance between desire and contentment. The quote emphasizes that the mystery (origin) and manifestations (creation) share the same source but are experienced differently.
00:08:26 – Desire, Mystery, and Manifestation
Explores how desire initiates creation, yet spiritual freedom is found through release from attachment. This dual awareness encourages embracing both the essence (the ‘I Am’) and life’s diverse experiences.
00:09:09 – Humanity on the Brink of Next-Level Consciousness
The speaker calls attention to a collective awakening, inviting individuals to simultaneously experience their unique individuality and connected unity, embodying their creative power as co-creators.
00:10:04 – Vision for Collective Awakening and Future Impact
Outlines a future where global consciousness elevates, enabling new forms of leadership, innovation, and societal structures aligned with deeper truths and collective well-being.
00:10:55 – Invitation to Join the Awakening Movement
Concludes with an invitation to conscious entrepreneurs, leaders, and change-makers to unite in manifesting a brighter, awakened future together, emphasizing the importance of authentic connection and purpose.
[Music] our Collective unconscious conviction when I was around 8 years old I used to have the same nightmare every evening my parents could set the clock to it at around 10:00 I would start sleepwalking around the house I’d be complet complely upset and not know where I was anymore it could take as long as half an hour before I stopped crying and came to my senses again downstairs in the living room my parents could not figure out what I kept dreaming about or what was causing it and I I wasn’t able to
explain it to them after a while the nightmare started to go away but never completely in the 25 years that followed this nightmare showed up again at least once or twice a year usually when I was Ill or had partied a bit too much with friends the effect was exactly the same as in my youth on many occasions I found myself sleepwalking in a state of deep anxiety and panic what was that nightmare about what I could not describe as a child I can now find the words for at least a bit it was always the same dream a dream
with no real storyline in fact it was more of a thought an overpoweringly intense feeling the worst thing that could happen had happened it shouldn’t have but now that it had it was irreversible and it was my fault forever and ever and ever I would be in a void in a kind of hell alone and separated from everything but not just me everyone would forever be in that hell alone and separated from everything endlessly in complete isolation desperately lonely into [Music] nothingness so you get just how
completely overwhelming that feeling I kept having was let me repeat it once more it was my fault and it was irreversible perhaps you can imagine that even just a hint of those feelings can be totally Ming for years I wondered what the meaning of The Nightmare was what could it possibly signify in the beginning of my own Awakening journey I finally found out what it meant it’s a feeling buried deep in my unconscious which determines much of my behavior it’s not only tucked away in my unconscious mind however it resides in
all of us I’ve discovered that the feeling is there because of an unconscious conviction that conviction is the unconscious perpetrator of all the crap in the world that deep conviction is related to our very existence it’s a belief about who we are and what we have done yet it is untrue well what did that nightmare mean what conviction was my subconscious harboring it is the conviction that I might have separated myself from the origin the conviction that I have left Unity the place of Eternal Bliss love
and light in a willful moment away from the Consciousness in which everything is whole and perfect it’s the conviction that I cannot go back anymore that I am not allowed to go back anymore so that I’m no longer in heaven but must stay in Hell forever and because of that I have this enormous unconscious sense of guilt so I experience suffering and pain these unconscious feelings of guilt reside not only in me they’re in all of us it’s a collective unconscious guilt and it expresses itself in all kinds of
ways in the form of sadness anger fear and loneliness that is why we experience suffering and pain and why we as Humanity are collectively making such a mess of things here on Earth at the moment that unconscious belief that you might have separated yourself from your origin is the cause of our suffering but it’s not true you cannot separate yourself from the origin at all everything takes place within the Consciousness that you are you don’t have to go back because you’re already there one day a moment will come when
you are again completely in the wholeness of yourself the place where only Unity exists but that is not what you want to experience now otherwise you wouldn’t be here you want to experience both your individuality and your Unity at the same time you now want to be here with your Consciousness to make a heaven out of the place that you are now the heaven on Earth how by living from within and from there resonating with yourself and your surroundings by taking the journey to your origin and by living and creating
From the Inside Out The Knowing the coinciding with it with the deepest part of your being your origin is something you can only experience intellectual understanding can be a gateway to experience throughout history many enlightened beings try to give words to it in many cases this resulted in misinterpretation and dogma and on the other hand side there are also many beautiful teachings who act as powerful pointers over 2500 years ago Lau wrote about it wonderfully in the Dow day chain when I really let his texts in and
allow them to permeate me they touch me deeply that’s how moving they are this is the first verse of the ding the way that can be walked is not the Eternal way the name that can be named is not the Eternal name the nameless is the beginning of Heaven and Earth the Nam is the mother of all things therefore free from desire you see the mystery full of desire you see the manifestations these two have the same origin but differ in name that is the secret The Secret Of Secrets gate to all Mysteries I love these two
sentences free from desire you see the mystery full of desire you see the manifestations when you don’t desire anything when you are totally free when you are not attached to anything when you can fully sink into presence what remains is your deeper Essence the love and light of the I am on the other hand side every manifestation everything that you can experience started with a desire to experience something the whole of creation including you in it was born out of Desire The Front Runners amongst
Humanity are now on the brink of going next level the invitation to us all is to experience the mystery and the manifestations at the same time to experience your individuality and your Unity at the same time to experience that you are the Creator with the capital c by aligning with your origin and start creating From the Inside Out imagine a world where we all remember the mindblowing truth of who we really are a world where Global Awakening has rooted Us in the collective Consciousness a world where
we go all in on elevating our frequency our organizations and innovating the way we build our society what does it mean to actually feel aligned with who you are to let life be an expression through you we need to know who we are in order to function accordingly you see a collective arising contributing to a brighter future so much is changing in the world more and more people are waking up truly discovering who they are to know and to experience that you’re not the only one out there are you hungry enough to go all
in we’re tough real feel it the connection of every welcome to this awake Origins experience it’s time to come home to a home where conscious entrepreneurs leaders and change makers co-create a brighter future together